Recovering as a painter and self

Uncover: I just realized that when I began my large painting (below) I was in a very different emotional state.  This painting began as an acrylic painting using a short poem I wrote.  The early image reminded me of a figure with wings and I was not happy with that direction, especially the symmetry of the top section.

below:  Untitled Acrylic on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2015

A figure with wings?

Next it became an exploding  figure mirroring my emotional self at that time.  Recently I could not finish what I had started because I am much calmer now and more integrated.  I loved the old image and might try to re-do it, but it was a disturbing to engage with. It felt impossible to live with it any longer as I am out of the place right now.  

above:  Untitled Acrylic on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2015

Exploding figure phase.

above: Untitled Acrylic on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2015
The right arm disappears.

above right:  Untitled Oil on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2015

An oval emerges. The figure disappears.

Then I switched to oil paint, frustrated with the feeling of the acrylics.  And the smell.  Recently the painting changed direction completely   It has become self-contained: an oval shape, holding all the chaos that was formerly coming out of the human form (myself).  I can see the direct effects of my recovery on my art and part of the process is letting new things happen that replace the old ones.  But I question whether I should have let the old image go in purely visual terms. The oval does not convey the same excitement.  At least not yet that is. I need to get the figure back.  

above:  detail Untitled Oil on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2015
A detail.

right:  Untitled Oil on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2016
The figure begins to re-appear.

Each successive change in my canvas marks a shift in consciousness.  Unlike acrylic paint, oil paint has a mind of its own.  I like that aspect: the fact that the paint can decide on its own even if I can not.  It is like the undertones and overtones of a beautiful piece of piano music. Schumann and Chopin come to mind.  All the things the composer perhaps never anticipated, the breathing sounds of the players, the creaks and shifts in the instruments.  These things take on a life of their own.  And with oil paint the same thing happens. The brush strokes' direction, the tiny shifts in color, all take on a life of their own.  

                                            above:  Untitled Oil on Canvas  4' x 6' Triada Samaras 2016
                                                                         The hand re-appears.

The most recent version is above, although the image is cropped.  This painting is extremely hard to photograph as each separate light source changes the image immensely.  I think that is part of its beauty however.  In this digital age when a beautiful and seemingly perfect  image is available at the tip of any person's single fingertip, the oil on canvas art object gains status in its camera shyness.  It calls the viewer, perhaps, to want to view the image in a real and tangible world of body and object, breath and light.

At this moment the hand on the top right is still bothering me and I can not decide if it will remain there or not.  It was certainly a part of the original image.  But as I have already said so much has changed..........  T.S.

Happy New Year 2016!

Happy New Year 2016!

Brightest Blessings and Light for the New Year!

warmest, triada

When and if will this painting ever end?

Did you ever look at a painting after working on it for many many weeks, sometimes in complete frustration, and say to yourself, "I think the problem is: It needs more paint!" Well thats the kind of day I had today. (Small detail attached) When will this painting ever end?

Still Untitled Detail from a 4x 6 feet Oil Painting

c. Triada Samaras

This painting has had so many reincarnations over the months that I have completely forgotten where it all started.  And yet what I put down on the the first day still remains!  Don't you just love that about painting?

Surfing

As creatives our minds are powerful tools for both hope and despair. Where do you place your mind on your worst days? I like to place my in a giant wave on a surfboard. Though I have never been surfing the sport calls out to me and I feel such great hope and peace with the sensations caused by my mental thoughts even though I am sitting at my desk. I use my artistic gifts often in this way especially when I am stressed or upset or sad.

Evelyn Ramos' Greater Joy Fund

https://www.gofundme.com/zgdp67nw

Please Help to Bring Some Holiday Joy to Our Beloved Evelyn Ramos!
Here are a few of Evelyn Ramos' own words about her teaching: "my daily pursuit is a commitment of helping others in any arena... I freely share information, art making, art history, etc. How someone is doing all over is crucial in guiding them to their best intentions. ... caring for others is crucial and vital. Love is an” act of will.” One is given a gift when one helps others and contentment is the individual’s by-product."

Our friend and colleague feels that she is in a time of difficulty. Her partner is very ill. 

Evelyn has very limited resources right now. We all know what it's like - sometimes we just don't feel resilient anymore - and that's a tough moment. Let us imagine how helpful it might be to give Evelyn some support - a little testament of love from her community right now. Please contribute some cash to this fund, and help our friend to find the strength to restore her sense of community and personal value. 

We love you Evelyn!
"Goddard College - at the Heart of your Mind"

https://www.gofundme.com/zgdp67nw

Eminent Domain is Unnecessary, UNFAIR, and Fiscally Irresponsible in Gowanus! (Part Two)

                                                                                        Above image from ij.org

We at CG CORD have said it before:

We at CORD believe the cost of seizing private property in Gowanus for the siting of the retention tanks for the Gowanus Canal clean-up is OUTRAGEOUS when a better solution is obviously available.  LINK
And yet at the Gowanus Canal Community Advisory Group/CAG meeting last night we learned New York City (NYC Department of Parks and the NYC Department of Environmental Protection) still think it s good idea!
LINK

And the money used for this seizure will be our TAXPAYER dollars which could so be much better spent on infrastructure, current public housing, schools, hospitals, libraries, and so much more.  

"The sentiment against the City was best expressed by a Gowanus NYCHA resident, who said: "Right now, the City does not have the money to support public housing.  These people [meaning Alloy] are coming in to give you land versus going to court to do eminent domain. I don't understand going to court because it is going to take money and time to do this." She felt that the money could be better spent on public housing."  

LINK

We at CORD find it totally confusing and discouraging that now, after so much hard work, dedication and planning, the City of New York (see links above) is indeed still serious about making major changes to the Gowanus Canal clean-up timeline.  And that NYC is still willing to toy with the legal decision that is the Gowanus Canal Record of Decision (ROD), made by the Federal Government/EPA.  LINK 

We feel strongly the EPA or the Federal government  and NOT the City of New York, has been our SOLE friend and sole true ally in this Gowanus Canal clean-up process.

Why is our very own city so tone deaf to our needs?
Why does NYC wish to seize private property so eagerly using our own tax dollars?
Why does NYC deny the lengthy and costly process of seizing private property and deny the years litigation will surely add to the Gowanus CAnal clean-up?

And who amongst our POLITICIANS will dare to stand up and LISTEN to us?
Who will dare to represent and protect the actual interests of the PEOPLE in our community?

Triada Samaras, CORD Co-Founder

CG CORD
web   www.carrollgardenspetition.blogspot.com
gmail   cgcord@gmail.com

Gowanus Canal CAG Meeting Community Advisory Group Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Gowanus Canal CAG Meeting 

Community Advisory Group

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Public Welcome!

Mary Star of The Sea Senior Apartments, 41 1^st Street, Brooklyn

DRAFT AGENDA (all times are approximate)

6:30 – 6:45 PM: Introductions and Updates 

• Introductions
• Project Updates (EPA)

6:45 – 7:30 PM:  Alloy proposal to donate land as part of tank siting

·      Representatives of Alloy will be present to describe their proposal and answer any questions

7:30 – 8:15:  NYC DEP and Parks Department

·      Representatives of DEP and Parks will be on hand to provide comments on the Alloy presentation and to discuss tank siting and open space

8:15 – 8:45 PM: CAG Committee Updates

• Administration Committee
• Outreach Committee
• Archaeology Committee 
• Water Quality and Technical Committee

9:00 PM:  Adjourn

Community Boards' Opinion on Rezoning Not as Important as MINE: De Blasio

By Jeff Mays and Danielle Tcholakian  | November 24, 2015 2:25pm

http://www.dnainfo.com/new-york/20151124/east-new-york/community-boards-opinion-on-rezoning-not-as-important-as-mine-de-blasio

"EAST HARLEM — Mayor Bill de Blasio downplayed the role of the city's community boards, which have overwhelmingly rejected his citywide rezoning proposals, saying Monday their opinions are merely advisory as he pushes forward with the controversial plan. The boards, which are appointed by the mayor, City Council and borough presidents, have criticized the rezoning plans as not providing enough housing that is affordable to the actual income levels of people in the neighborhoods and for fear that it would spark more gentrification and overcrowding."


"Other boards fear the plans are too broad and would hurt the character of individual neighborhoods. "They don't have a perfect vantage point on their communities. No one has a perfect vantage point on the whole of a community, but they bring a lot of valuable insight," de Blasio said. "Community Boards are appointed to give input. They give input," the mayor continued. "The folks that are elected by all the people, the council members and the mayor, have to make the final decision."


"The mayor's remarks upset some community board members and borough presidents who worried the mayor would jam the proposals through despite the outcry.
"I think he’s taking that position because we didn’t vote supporting his plan," said Dolores Orr, chairwoman of Queens Community Board 14. "Had we voted in favor of his plan, he would have a different opinion of the community boards."


"The mayor's remarks come as community boards across the city are uniting against zoning changes proposed by his administration that are part of the plan to facilitate the preservation and creation of 200,000 units of affordable housing over the course of the next decade. Under the Zoning for Quality and Affordability proposal, the parking requirements for affordable housing would be eliminated while allowing taller building heights to increase affordable housing.


"Mandatory Inclusionary Housing would require the construction of affordable housing for projects receiving city land or a subsidy.  The City Planning Commission, of which the mayor appoints the chair and seven of 13 members, and the City Council also must approve the changes.


"Respectfully, if the mayor is going to create affordable housing, he has to think about the people living in each community district," said George Fernandez, chairman of Community Board 12 in Washington Heights. "Because if it’s not for the community, then for who is it?"
Bronx Borough President Ruben Diaz Jr. said last week that de Blasio needs to "realize that one size does not fit all" when it comes to zoning.


"In Queens, 12 of 14 boards voted against the zoning text amendments. In The Bronx, eight of 12 boards disapprove so far. Three of five borough community boards have come out against the plan."


"The mayor was unfazed when asked about the rejections Monday, saying "there's often a divergence between the community boards and the council and the mayor" that is "healthy" and "part of democracy." (edit)  ..........................

For more of this article please see
http://www.dnainfo.com/new-york/20151124/east-new-york/community-boards-opinion-on-rezoning-not-as-important-as-mine-de-blasio


Katie Honan, Eddie Small, Emily Frost and Carolina Pichardo contributed reporting.

Yanis Varoufakis and 'Agitating' for a "Democratic European Union"

German Finance Minister Wolfgang Schaeuble points a finger at Greek Finance Minister Yanis Varoufakis, on February 5, 2015. AP Photo/Michael Sohn

From:  The WORLD Weekly Interview:

"Since stepping down as Greece’s finance minister in the leftist Syriza government, Yanis Varoufakis has been touring the world with his words, giving speeches to packed-out audiences. He spends much of the year with his wife Danae Stratou on Aegina, an island near Athens. From there, the couple can no doubt see that his work is a long way from being realised. Greece is still ensnared by crisis. But his main political focus now is ‘agitating’ for a “democratic European Union”.

"Born in Athens in 1961, Yanis Varoufakis was six years old when the Greek state was seized by a military coup d’etat led by the fascist Georgios Papadopoulos. “Those bleak days remain with me,” he would later reflect on his blog. “They endowed me with a sense of what it means to be both unfree and, at once, convinced that the possibilities for progress and improvement are endless.”

"By the time the dictatorship collapsed, the young Yanis was reaching the end of his secondary education. His parents, George and Eleni Varoufakis, began to consider where he should go to university. Eventually, they decided it was still too dangerous in Greece so they opted to send him to the University of Essex in the United Kingdom. There Yanis Varoufakis would study economics – which he saw as the “lingua franca of political discourse” – and join the Communist Society as he became politically active."

"Earlier in his life, Dr. Varoufakis was a much more orthodox Marxist, but his thinking has evolved over the years. “The exuberance of youth often goes together with dogmas,” Dr. Varoufakis told Aaron Bastani at Novara Media. “I believed a lot more in central planning than I do now. I believed a lot more in the wisdom of a political party that is hierarchically created. I was less aware and sensitive to the capacity of humans to abuse power – even power that is created in the pursuit of good causes.”

"Today, Dr. Varoufakis characterises his own brand of Marxism as “erratic” and libertarian. It draws on the humanistic work in Marx’s early career. As Dr. Varoufakis explains to The World Weekly: “Marx’s quarrel with capitalism was not that it was unjust but that it was inimical to human freedom and particularly inefficient at pressing our magnificent capacity for technological innovation into humanity’s service”.

"He goes on to say: “He got capitalism right but failed to predict how his disciples, the left, would exploit the power of his ideas to build political power structures that proved detrimental to human freedom and particularly inept at harnessing technological innovation”. Much like the British economist Paul Mason, the former Greek finance minister seems to view technology as a force that will overthrow capitalism with or with the help of the left. The question that occupies his thinking is not whether capitalism will be overtaken by technology but what kind of society will emerge as a result. Will it be the good society that has so far eluded us or some dystopia?".....

For more of this article please see:

http://yanisvaroufakis.eu/2015/11/21/world-weekly-interviewv/#respond

The passing of a tireless community activist, Betty Stolz

CORD is grieving today. 

Our friend, partner, collaborator Bette Stoltz has passed.

It is with a truly heavy heart that we inform that our wonderful mentor, champion and dear friend, the irreplaceable, Bette Stoltz, has passed.

Bette was a tireless crusader--whether it was breathing life back into a Smith Street that was drowning, turning a slab of concrete into a beautiful garden, or bringing a program to our local schools--she took an idea and ran with it until that idea was a reality.

Bette is the reason there is a Second Place Transit Garden. She was presented with a kernel of an idea and with her energy, sensibility, drive and cheerful go-gettedness--and  beautiful garden was born.

Bette worked with CORD from its inception--her advice, her wisdom her willingness to share these things with us helped us in so many ways.

When the Gowanus Canal was first named as a possible site to be Superfunded, Bette eagerly became part of our South Brooklyn Coalition---probably the largest group of volunteer organizations ever put together---Bette representing the only not for profit group in the bunch.

Bette could do it all. She could make the connections needed to begin a project and then, bring in those who could make the whole thing even better. 

She was so competent you just felt that she could do the whole job completely with her "roll up your sleeves" approach to everything she did, but yet, she made you happily want to help out too.

Mostly though, Bette was just so genuine--there was no guile, no false smiles. She was a doer, an inspiration and a true friend.

Bette was warm, honest, generous and reliable. She was fun and funny, wise but not hardened and always willing to give more of herself ---all you had to do was ask.

We will certainly be thinking of Bette every time we are on Smith Street and each time we see the Transit Garden--- she did so much for our community in such a humble and non grandstanding manner.

We will remember all of those things and take them as a lesson in how to live a truly civic minded, concerned, compassionate, well loved and fruitful life.

The Transit Garden stands there-- a real, live, warm,welcoming place you can count on—is just like the lady Bette was herself.

So, whatever you believe, whatever your custom---keep Bette and her family close to you today. 

Goodbye, Bette. You will be sorely missed.

CORD Co-founders, 

Lucy DeCarlos, Rita Miller, Triada Samaras

There are no services or memorials that we are aware of at this time.

LINK

Sunday Evening Vigil for Paris Victims

FOLLOWING TERROR ATTACKS IN PARIS, BP ADAMS TO HOLD INTERFAITH CANDLELIGHT WALK AND VIGIL WITH BROOKLYN’S FRENCH COMMUNITY

                              

5:30 PM

SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 15^TH   

CARROLL PARK

INTERSECTION OF PRESIDENT STREET AND SMITH STREET

CARROLL GARDENS

Tomorrow at 5:30 PM, Brooklyn Borough President Eric L. Adams will hold an interfaith vigil with members of Brooklyn’s French community and concerned Brooklynites in response to yesterday’s terror attacks in Paris, which have claimed at least 125 lives and have injured hundreds more throughout the city. The event will begin in Carroll Park, a popular community hub in Carroll Gardens, where participants will light candles for peace and hear words of solidarity from local leaders. The gathering will lead into a candlelight walk toward an interfaith service at St. Agnes Roman Catholic Church, which regularly offers mass in French. Borough President Adams and others, including Assembly Member Jo Anne Simon and Council Member Brad Lander, will express their solidarity with the people of Paris, as well as address safety concerns in and around Brooklyn.

***PLEASE NOTE: At approximately 6:00 PM, Borough President Adams and others will hold a candlelight walk from Carroll Park to St. Agnes Roman Catholic Church for the interfaith service, where members of the media are welcome. The path of the walk will head north on Smith Street from Carroll Park, then east on Sackett Street to St. Agnes Roman Catholic Church.***

CONTACT:

Stefan Ringel

Office of the Brooklyn Borough President

Communications Director

209 Joralemon Street

Brooklyn, New York 11201

718.802.3831 (office)

917.574.3277 (cell)

sringel@brooklynbp.nyc.gov

Are you interested in the toxic Gowanus Canal Clean-Up in Brooklyn, NY?

Hello!

Are you Interested in the toxic Gowanus Canal Clean-Up in Brooklyn? See our CG CORD blog for details! The public is welcome/encouraged! 

Digital Photograph Silence is a Crime c. 2013 Triada Samaras

http://carrollgardenspetition.blogspot.com/2015/10/upcoming-gowanus-canal-cag-meetings.html

Mayor Bill DeBlasio and I Meet Again

Just now, I overheard Mayor DeBalsio talking on a cell phone outside my window and so I went outside to greet him.  I asked him if he remembered me?  I am quite a vocal activist in my neighborhood and we have clashed on some issues to put it mildly.

He said "Yes."  We posed for this nice picture here.  While we disagree on development, I do like his work in public education and I told him so. I wonder if he thinks the Gowanus Canal is still "not very dirty"?

See http://pardonmeforasking.blogspot.com/2015/09/mayor-de-blasio-was-in-carroll-gardens.html